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Name: KeLLy Location: 8o8 state Birthday: 11/11/1990 Gender: Female
Interests: shopping,beeing wit fwrendz,talking on da fone,-n-everee tyng else.LoLx...o-n-LUV going 2 moviez!! Expertise: i have NO clue wut im g @
Message: message me AIM: lassie1190 AIM: kellyxkel
Member Since:
7/7/2004
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| DYING INSIDE
I feel like dying,
Because of depression,
Because you leave me no choice,
I want my world to end,
But it's not as easy as it sounds,
Deep inside i want to,
But i just can't,
I'm scared,
Scared that I'll never see you again,
Scared that my world will just end,
I now watch you laugh,
Act like life's nothing,
Act like I'm nothing,
Why?
Why do you have to be this way?
i mean i want you to be happy,
but i just can't let go,
i feel like dying... | | |
| Crying Over You
My life has been wasted,
Wasted only for you,
I cant believe it...how could you be so cruel?
I cant believe you dont even care,
But do I ask why?
No,I dont dare,
I just hide like I always do,
And watch you do your thing,
Why did I waste my life on us?
But then again was there an us at all?
Or was it just me?
This must all be some kind of dream,
So I just sit down and cry,
Crying my life away...
dedicated to:anyone^. ~
A Smile With Love
I want to see your smile,
I want it to be with joy,
With compassion and faith.
But I dont want it to be a lie,
Because youre hurting me now,
My insides are like hell,
Since I never see you smile.
I can hear a bell,
It warning me to stop.
Stop thinking of you.
But I cant believe I love you.
dedicated to:everyone that i dont see smiling
Love
I cant believe it,
How could you leave me?
Dont you know what we have?
We have something more then friendship,
More then trust,
Its something called love.
dedicated to:anyone=]
My Chocolate
Youre sweet like chocolate,
As nice as an angel,
And as sensitive as a flower.
Everyday you give a dime,
Maybe to the homeless,
Or maybe for the helpless.
Your kiss is everlasting,
And your voice is memoriable.
You are my chocolate.
dedicated to:my chocolate?lol nah idk...
Not With You
Every night I cry,
And when you ask if Im okay,
I just lie,
Because I'm sorry,
For what I did,
You say its alright,
But I know you feel pain too,
I just cant say 'I love you,'
Because Im not...
dedicated to:anyone
My Name
I know this might sound pretty lame,
But I want to hear you call my name.
My name to know that youre mine,
My name so I know that you love me,
My name so we just wont be.
Be one of those people that fall apart,
Because I dont want to fake it,
I want this to be for real,
So pleese call my name.
dedicated to:everyone.lol
14 White Roses
I came to your house,
Glancing at your attractive eyes.
You lead me onto the couch,
We sat down as you told me you love me.
I was shocked!
For we were never more then friends,
Althrough I always wanted to be.
You gently moved my hair aside,
As you took out 14 white roses.
13 real,
1 fake.
You whispered I'll love you till the last one dies,
I cant believe it.
Our love is so pure,
As pure as 14 white roses.
dedicated to:people that would give out white roses.lol idk i think that this poem is confusing...weird i write confusing poems!=]
I Miss You
I wish that you were right here with me,
Sometimes I think that you have no clue,
That maybe Im missing you.
I cant wait till you come back,
Because now youre so far.
But when you come back,
I'll take you anyplace,
Perhaps even a bar!
I like the fact that when youre here,
I can call you any time.
And it wont even cost me a dime!
Sometimes I think you have no clue,
How much I miss you.
dedicated to:you!
i didnt get to talk to my regular editor today so anyone that wants to edit this please feel free to...=] | | |
| A Painful Break-Up
I don't know why I'm still with you. Even after how much you've hurt me, I don't know how much I can take, after all the things we've been through, And the talks promising we'd never cheat again, Is it really a promise? If you break it? I dont want things to end this way, But I have no choice, I'm sorry.
special thanks to:olivia gasmen and kristyn vega for editing this poem=] | | |
| Crying Over You
My life has been wasted,
wasted only for you,
I cant believe it...how could you be so cruel?
I cant believe you dont even care,
but do I ask why?
No,I dont dare,
I just hide like I always do,
and watch you do your thing,
Why did I waste my life on us?
but then again was there an us at all?
Or was it just me?
This must all be some kind of dream,
so I just sit down and cry,
Crying my life away...
dedicated to:absolutely nobody=]
Good-Bye
As I see your face,
I step in to close the space,
I wish that there would be another light,
So I could say one last good night,
For I'm in love with you,
Only you my dear,
And you shall be mine forever.
Somehow I wish that this wasnt the end of it all,
I wish that we could still be friends,
But no.
You had to leave me,
Instead of believing me,
For I'm hurting inside because of you,
You have to be mine.
dedicated to:ANYONE.hehe
Love Too Strong
You're such an evil bitch,
You don't even realize it,
But you've hurt me so many fucken times,
Why must I go through all this pain?
If you dont even give?
I dont know why,
But I must not lie,
Because when I say things I mean it.
Shit!
Do you even really know who I am,
Or am I just your bitch?
Sometimes I think you don't even notice,
when I'm there or not.
Would it make a difference anyways?
Treat me as much as an ass as you want,
Because I don't care,
My love for you is too strong...
so I'll just say this,
I love you with all my heart.
dedicated to:once again nobody=,[
Feelings deep inside
It's sad how you only see me as a friend,
I wish that at least for one moment we could be more,
So badly I want to tell you how I trully feel,
But I have a feeling that you'll reject me,
Or maybe just neglect me,
I can't really do anything right now,
But just watch,
Watch as your perfect style attracts everyone,
I want to be like you,
But you don't know it,
Because we are just friends and nothing more.
dedicated to:my svs in 8th grade.hehehehe[trying to act all drunk.lol]
Your friendship over what?
I can't believe you,
You guys were like best friends,
Then a simple thing happens,
And everything just falls apart,
Both parts start talking shit about each other,
Truth is I'm happy that you seek help from me,
but I just cant stand watching you throw it away,
And after how long you knew each other?
Its such a waste,
I feel like crying,
Crying till I just drop dead,
And maybe I'll leave a letter to both of you guys saying,
I love you guys both,
But you left me no choice,
I know I promised I'd always be there for you,
Now I'm gone and I want a promise instead,
Promise that you'll never throw another friendship away,
Because it killed me,
I love you both.
dedicated to:two people but dont wanna say their names...cus yeah...they might get mad.
thank you to:olivia gasmen for editing all the poems. lol
okay wells more coming later on...too busy now days.so sorry!=] | | |
| Valentine's Day
Valentine's day is a day, Valentine's day is also a way, a way of showing how much you care, a way of showing how you'll always be there, a way of showing no matter how much we fight, I know that somewhere somehow we'll unite, I hope you realize that friendships have love, That no matter what is as sweet as a dove, So have a happy Valentine's Day, And always remember that it's a way.
dedicated to all my friends
From now on this site is gonna be for me to post all the poems I make up.
Life is Gone Without You
My feelings for life is gone, because you can be my only one, As I see your face, I step forward to close the space, As I say good night, I hope I can see one more light, But maybe I will, because if not I will be ill, So make a line, that says you and me forever, so please don't forget me,never.
dedicated to anyone and everyone
Brown Eyes
As I walk across the street, I catch up with you so we can meet, I reach up to touch your hair, it's brown like a bear,
Your eyes are a touch of brown, I would die if I saw you frown, You smile and wink, while I just stare and blink,
You came by me to talk, but all I can do is walk, Don't you unwind, for you are too kind, Now I must leave, before I believe.
dedicated to anyone with brown eyes!lol
A Friend
Thanks for being a friend, that I can defend, Most of the time you help me, but sometimes you got flee, I know that you do your best, when I put you through my test, So thanks for being a friend, until the very end, this friendship is not pretend.
dedicated to all my friends
Because of You
I feel like crying, or maybe even dying, When I see you sad, it makes me feel the same, You always seem to cheer me up, but I can't do it like you do, Why do you have to go through this pain? I just want you to gain, Maybe one day your dreams will all come true, if not I know you'll be blue, Why couldn't it be me who's always like that? I want to be the one instead of you, I don't like seeing you sad, but instead it has to be you, This is what I don't get, my insides are now all wet with tears, it's because of you, You are sad, and it makes me feel the same, I feel like crying, or maybe even dying.
dedicated to Brian
special thanks to:Daniel for editing 'Valentine's Day', Olivia for editing 'Life is Gone Without You' and 'Brown Eyes',Brian for editing 'A Friend',and Jason for editing 'Because of You'.thanks! | | |
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